心动心痛

黑夜渗透了思念 偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背著伤痛离开 孤单拖著记忆支离破碎

原以为不会改变 眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

我的心挣脱了爱 跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错 我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后

为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛当初相遇的心动

慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封

原以为不会改变 眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

我的心挣脱了爱 跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错 我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后

为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛当初相遇的心动

慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封

心痛当初相遇的心动

I'm red !!!!

Its been a really tiring week man , late nights , confused mind , boring days at work just makes everything really sucky

Dajie Da and Best Friend is still asking how am i feeling now abt tat incident ... well i'm getting better la , abit more joy in me now .

Sunday was great , SR was great though i have to say the drums were abit off beat and weird crashings made everything really ... hmm ... ESSR havent jamed for a really really really long time man !!! We need to do it sometime soon man , maybe we could present a ESSR worship session for sat service ?? Though i really doubt tat would ever happen ... Dont think the whole team will be ESSR anyway ...

had lunch on sunday with ashley , Nana and lebby leb leb , My bee hoon was crappy , ashley's tom yam fried noodle look like maggi mee , only nana's beef noodles were slightly edible haha ... Leb didnt eat cause he was meeting _ _ _ _ for lunch , Romantic sia haha ...

Went on to walk ard Novena square with ashley b4 cabbing down to wheellock to meet my friends for a chilling session at various places .

Got home at 9 plus and was so tired tat i knocked out almost immediately after i had my shower man .

Woke up really early this morning , Had soccer with the guys , like i said in the last post , WE OWNED THE INC GUYS BIG TIME , scored afew crazy long range shots haha , lovely way to start my day !!!! Then the rain decided to spoil it .

Got a call from Li juan wanting me to be her test subject for some slimming belt thingy , I said yes though , not tat i really wanted to help la but guess its ok to spare sometime to help SHI FU's wife in her studies , Which also makes me think back to how skinny i was last time !!! GOSH , i gained like a million pounds man ... Thanks to my stupid injury , but things happen for a reason , if not for tat injury , i might not be a diploma holder now , one thing leads to another haha ... Though i'm so huge and bulky now , i still run faster then some skinny ppl and i last long distance too, totally disagree to wat sujun said abt me not lasting long distance.

My fitness is goin down though , realised it today man , play fast pace soccer for 20 mins and i was totally shagged out ... not tat i could not continue la , i still played my hearts out la haha ... started palying at 10.30 and ended at 1 , in between had 10 mins break , do the math sujun , is tat short period of time ?? haha ...

AND MY FACE IS SO RED NOW MAN ... DUE TO THE SUN !!!!!

Here's a nice pic taken from Al Ameen sometime last week or the week b4 . jevin jus sent it to me lol ...

Tats all

Waiting for u ....

I will not stay sad !!!!

Its been a long , boring , sad week for me !!!

Its finally over now , she's off to china for 2 weeks on a school trip , finally i can get my mind off the issue for at least 2 weeks la , I wont think so much anymore , I dont wanna be sad liaoz , I'm over it !!!! Not quite la , but i will get over it :)

Had a really busy friday , was literally busy for the whole day in the store , sales was not bad for my standards though i thought it could have been better , Went on to hark to watch Diya become a 1hr singer , missed the first part of it , Nana said the first part was a warm up for her and she sang better for the 2nd part ... The first thing Ash asked me after i sat dwn was ' Are u ok ? ' , Then diya went off with ' Are u really ok ? ' .

I really look sad meh ??? i asked dajie da abt it , she said i looked Zonked at times !!! wats Zonked anyway ?? haha ...

Was singin to along to the Jay songs tat diya prepared , but i really got emotional when she sang An jing haha .... I loved that song since i dont know when but it really meant alot to me cause the lyrics were how i felt throughout the week ...

Ash's got a new hair cut !!!! PUMPKIN HEAD !!!! lol .... No la , jus kidding , its nice on u , i'm pretty sure if diya or franny has it , i would probably laugh more then i praise . It takes some groove to bring out that style la , haha , u can say u got the groove la , can achieve tat vibe ....

We went on to the new SR hang out place esplanade !!! We are always goin there !!! Dont know why , guess nana really misses her work place and dajie da wanna show us her new work place .
We had Hokkien Mee , ok ok , no no , I HAD HOKKIEN MEE .... bought for everyone to eat but end up clearing the whole plate on my own , Thank u Dajie Da for helpin me peel the prawns :)

Finally !!!! I OFFICIALLY A DIPLOMA HOLDER !!!!! haha , i didnt think i deserve it la , cause my results are not good but who cares , its god's grace for me to survive this 3 yrs and i'm very glad i made it through

When is my enlistment letter coming man ??? I'm starting to get bored man !!!

Xiang Ni

My Day was pretty much the same as everyday except tat i had alot of mail to reply to , thanks to my boss !!!!

Haha , my boss owes me 20 pieces of French Toast with maple syrup !!!!! Gonna FEI SI man ...

I'm still thinking of her , cant really forget her , was telling dajie da last night its ever harder to let go of her after the 2 yrs of trying to hang on ...

NI ZHI DAO WO HAI ZHAI DENG NI MA !!!! Mel will wanna kill me yes , WAITING FOR U YEAH ... XD

Results will be out in a few more hrs , finally done with 3 yrs of poly ... I will graduate by god's grace , goin on to serve the army soon i guess ... i cant wait really , hope tat army will put my mind off the matter for a few mths la , wanna chiong for OCS , hopefully tat is :) , then can book out often and get good pay at the same time haha ...

Monday , EX ECE yr 3s will be have a str soccer match with Ex INC yr 3s ,i'm pretty sure my team will own the INC dudes , cause i've assembled a very strong squad , i think i can even sit out the game and watch my buddies torment my INC frens , but but but , the ball is round , so u never know man ...

Tired and puzzled by things now , dont wanna think so much , time to get some rest and play my XBOX ...

Tats all

I'll BE STRONGER

Whether i'm doin fine , doin bad , I have my lovely family by my side , Everyday i count my blessings and realised tat my greatest blessing from god was to have u guys in my life

This ppl make my life more colourful , of course not forgetting my best friend in brissy , cant wait to have u back here ....

Had 2 really sad days , hmm ... but its over now , i'm picking myself up again !!!! i remember i said in my old blog tat everytime i get out of this , i'll become stronger and indeed i'm stronger now

Results are coming out soon , either tml or fri , hmms .... GOD'S GRACE AND MERCY be on me man ... Lead me on MY DEAR FATHER !!!!

AFTER POLY !!!! ARMY HERE I COME ...

Last night was really fun , i didnt wanna go home so early haha , so me , jevy and chin wai decided to play soccer in the middle of the night , Chin wai drove ard jurong area insearch of a strt soccer court tat we could wreck and make alot of noise ... haha !!!! Went to afew venues b4 landing at the one near my place haha !!! Decided to play the whack jevin game haha... POOR HIM ...

Thank god for friends like them too haha ...

PICS from Ashley's Birthday



I Started the Ice Cream smashing !!!!


Do u see tat one piece of cake there ??


Aftermath of wat i started haha !!!!

New bloggy

Sorry guys , Started a new blog , cause screwed up some stuff in the template then everything disappear !!!

Well , will update soon :)