State Of Depression ...

I've been through alot over my yrs in life since sec sch ... Fracturing my leg in sec 4 literally ruined all my dreams to go pro in soccer ...

After working so hard to get into OCS ... i had the time of my life in alpha ... then to have yiwen with me during tat period made all the hard work worthwhile ...

Armour ... wat a crappy place ... My life fell apart there ... broke up ... got injured and now OOCED ...

Watever can go wrong did ... I hurt myself in SOC ... ok fine ... i can endure tat pain ... To Fall off the ultra cause some idiot made a safety breach ... wat else is there to look forward to , his goin to commission , not me ...

I'm injured cause of him ... Lousy bastard ...

I'm fallin apart now ... My mental state is nowhere near ok ... I'm breaking dwn ...

take me away plz ...