Leaving on a jet plane ....

I'm leaving for taiwan tonight !!!!

Mixed feelings abt the trip ...

probably got alot of SK to do when i'm there since i'm not there for training ...

i sincerely hope no one screws up when they are in taiwan ... later OOC not worth it

They've come a long long way man ....

There was a topic on msn btw ESSR guys cum chiny & jon ...

There seriously arent girls in church tat we would lay our eyes on now ....

We have concluded we need to OUT SOURCE ....

Since i stopped training ... i've been plannin wats gonna happen once i ORD ....

My list of wants is getting longer man ....

but currently now its
1. A CAR
2. A Notebook
3. A Nice Room
4. A slack life ...
5. 6 packs !!! =) ( not there yet ... mus train )
6. Someone who will treasure me ... ( This i think will take awhile )

oh man ... i cant believe i'll only be back 3 weeks later ...tat kinda sucks man ... sucks cause i gotta go outfield with my friends !!! NO !!!!

I wanna shower every night ...

I'm getting fat !!!

Chin ups still above 12
Shuttle Run Still 8.5
Sit ups Still above 50
2.4km still 9.15
SBJ = GONES =)

need to practise start losing weight again ...

i need to start jumpingeverywhere i go ....

By the time i'm back ... leb would be gone !!!

Have fun leb ... Buy me A & F ...

Crying helps ???

Diya Killed by Matty boy's Green Snake

Me and Diya

Me and ESSR

Me and my besty !!!!

Me, Matty and Diya



I cried a hell lot of times in life ...

After the X-ray for my right knee was out ...

When she decided to part at the esplanade on 28th jan ...


When i called my mum at 3 in the morn to tell her i'm goin out of course ...

Many many more times in life ....

BUT none felt as good as yesterday's .... I cried in service !!!!

Not like i didnt do it before but it felt like a release from all the pain ... OK not all but some ... made me feel alot better seriously ....

I wasnt willing to go up for a prayer when kevin opened for alter call ...

I guess jason knew ... before i know it ... everyone was ard me ... it felt good ... havent felt so good for a long long time already ....

ESSR as usual ard me when i need them ...

* Gosh ... My eyes are teary now *

I'm not goin to cry though ...

thank u ppl ...

OCX .... i'll remember wat u say ...

A new beginnin ... A life's testimony ....

Is there a need to smile ???

Van told me last night tat she hasnt seen me smile for a long time ...

Wat was goin through my mind when she said tat ...

She's not wrong at all ...

Joy no longer visible in me ...

Was there anything tats worth smilling abt ?

Losing my one and only ?

Losing my officership ?

Getting injured ?

Hitting Rock bottom in life ?

Sky Diving into a seemingly bottomless pit of depression ?

Are this worth a smile ?

I dont see wats worth a smile ...

Questions , questions , questions ....

Am i really lousy ???

Am i not fit enough to be an officer ???

Dont i deserve the sword and the blessings from the 7 powers on tat parade sqr ???

maybe i jus aint good enough ...

Questions i've been asking myself for the last 2 mths ... maybe i really jus am not cut out to be an officer ...

met the gang last night ... i always feel the most comfortable with them ard ... i guess tat is one more thing i can thank god for other then my mum ... tat would be my buddies in church ...

heard Zone 3's coming up ... will i wanna attend ???


Shall see abt tat ...

I'll need a break now from everything ... nothing more