Been Awhile ...

Somethings have been running through my mind ...

After several months of consideration along with prayer

I think i've come to a decision that i have to leave my job to ensure myself 100% focus on studies.

Its not a rash decision that everyone seem to think i'm making.

Its a decision that was thought carefully.

I'm 3/4 set to leave , i'm just left with breaking the news to my immediate boss about it and hoping she has options for me to earn some expenses for myself.

Well ... despite being sure of my decision, some people in my sphere of influence just cant seem to see things the way i do.. One of such is my mother. Its not surprise that she does not support my decision and its something that i'm well aware would have once i break the news to her.

I hate the fact that all she thinks is me making the wrong decisions, she does not see that its my studies that i'm putting first in priority ... All she thinks is me trying to take the easiest way out ...

To be Honest ... She's never really involved in my life to comment and she does not know my work load ... So i hate it when she comes and gives me all her ideas about how she feel ...

Seriously ...

All i need is just faith in me that i know what i'm doing ...