Disappointed ...

Sometimes i wonder if parents are a way to test your patience and remind you to Never be like them.

I find certain things extremely stupid especially when parents and even grandparents manipulate the status on being Filial ... What does it mean to be filial ? Does it mean if i buy you a meal means i'm filial ? Does it mean i send you to a place which is just 15 min to 30 min bus ride means i'm filial ?

On Christmas day, today, 25/12/09 ... i was faced with this issue and was labelled unfilial by my grandmother and was threatened by my very own mother that since i do not want to send them to place which they are going, she will not pay my school fees ...

I take threats very seriously and to be threatened over a stupid issue as such is making my blood boil ... I'm pissed at how my mother would always bring Geraldine into the picture about sending her home too often but its perfectly fine to send her friends all the way back or even send her friend's kid back ...

The car is meant to serve ppl ... True and fair enough ... it did serve its purpose ... But why only recognise that i only use it for Geraldine ? How about the other ppl whom have benefited from the car ?

Just because i'm not working now , does not mean i can be threatened using money as a subject ...

Its sad to see how my mother has stooped to such a low level and still thinks she is correct ...

Its only 2 more days effectively to camp and now i've lost my 5k for school fees ...

I'm not in the mood for anymore screw ups ...

Looks like school fees are going to be a headache ...