Is there a need to smile ???

Van told me last night tat she hasnt seen me smile for a long time ...

Wat was goin through my mind when she said tat ...

She's not wrong at all ...

Joy no longer visible in me ...

Was there anything tats worth smilling abt ?

Losing my one and only ?

Losing my officership ?

Getting injured ?

Hitting Rock bottom in life ?

Sky Diving into a seemingly bottomless pit of depression ?

Are this worth a smile ?

I dont see wats worth a smile ...